helllp
so everyone is planning on going to this place in a bit called ¨la perara¨or something and its about 45 minutes from lima with a huge lake, boats, monkeys and animals, etc. it sounds cool but i kind of dont want to go because its just going to be my little cousins and their parents and its just, really awkward being around them because i´m not their real family. i also know i´m going to feel left out, sad, and jealous because family outtings always make me wish i had a family.
so idk what to do. i told them i didnt want to go (i skipped out on plans with them yesterday too because of the same reason) and i feel kind of like a bitch.
staying home in my pjs with no one here and doing whatever i want is much more appealing to me then being miserable elsewhere.
idk what to do. i know i´m in peru so i should go out but i´m just feeling really depressed right now. should i just suck it up and go? get some fresh air? or should i just sit here rotting in my comfort zone?
so idk what to do. i told them i didnt want to go (i skipped out on plans with them yesterday too because of the same reason) and i feel kind of like a bitch.
staying home in my pjs with no one here and doing whatever i want is much more appealing to me then being miserable elsewhere.
idk what to do. i know i´m in peru so i should go out but i´m just feeling really depressed right now. should i just suck it up and go? get some fresh air? or should i just sit here rotting in my comfort zone?