Hmmmm

May 23, 2005 18:39

Well I don't want to say, yet it wants to come out. Chris and I talked for a while on Saturday. We are giving each other a break. So I'm currently single. We said we'd take a break for a certain amount of time. In that time, if we find someone else, cool. We'll be friends. If we don't find someone else then we would get back together. But for now, the distance thing has won. We still love each other very much. Yet, it's easier to flirt and be wild with me now (as Chris puts it). I know I didn't want to say anything. Now people will be asking me questions, I suppose. My mom hates this idea and I don't blame her but.. I'm going to visite Chris right when school gets out to be with him. If I like it well enough to stay, I will and transfer my credits. I don't care what all of you think, because this may change my life for the better. I hate it here. I don't want to be a barbie doll any longer.

Oh and eh Prom. It sucked like a mother F*cker Mofo! It was super boring. There was this girl attached to Chris and I and wouldn't leave us alone. She kept whispering to me about Chris. She asked if she could kiss him. She was all over him. She asked me so many annoying questions. Oh and Heather (freshman from drama) she also liked him. She took him away from me and went and danced with him. I was about to leave the building but instead I went and sat down at the table. There were girls all over him and danced with him. I was really pissed. Finally, Megan stood up for Chris and I and said to the one girl that we were dating and that we only get to see each other like.. Once a month or less. She also said that we're going out and that she shouldn't steal him away from me. (She went to prom alone). After that, she walked off with an "okay, fine!"

The next day. My B-day. It wasn't very fun either. I mean, like.. Four out of all the people I invited showed up. It was crap. We watched movies and such. Corbin was the first to show up. Then Justin, Ericha and Esme. Of course Chris was there.
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