Your like an addiction, I can't quit
No one knows what it's like to live these lies
I want to forget everything you ever did to me
Pretending to smile in their plastic faces
Being mistreated behind closed doors
I can't promise not to question my reasoning
To keep my wrists uncut, when new scars take their place
Everyday swelling inside of me, I can feel it grow
It's taking over me, swallowing me whole
I've let myself create anew in a broken home
Too late to abandon this shroud
Faking this happy scene, I've made them believe
There was nothing wrong with me
God, I can't let her be born into this world
My mistakes reflected in her eyes
I won't let you ruin her like you've ruined me
You won't get the chance
Understand my sacrifice in ending and forgive me....
I won't give you the chance to hate her...
I wish it didn't have to be this way..
But I can't stop loving you
I'm sorry
I want to forget everything you ever did to me
Pretending to smile in their plastic faces
Being mistreated behind closed doors
I can't promise not to question my reasoning
To keep my wrists uncut, when new scars take their place
Everyday swelling inside of me, I can feel it grow
It's taking over me, swallowing me whole
I've let myself create anew in a broken home
Too late to abandon this shroud
Faking this happy scene, I've made them believe
There was nothing wrong with me
God, I can't let her be born into this world
My mistakes reflected in her eyes
I won't let you ruin her like you've ruined me
You won't get the chance
Understand my sacrifice in ending and forgive me....
I won't give you the chance to hate her...
I wish it didn't have to be this way..
But I can't stop loving you
I'm sorry