Reflecting....

Sep 19, 2006 13:26

Trying to keep my mind off of finances and other adult responsibilities.
This will be a random memory post so forgive the inconsistency.

I still can't believe it took me 20 years to see Motley Crue. Although I wish I could see them this year. Still, their show last year was amazing. Too see them live was like seeing the Beatles for me. Stupid, but I have my reasons. They were a big part of my childhood, both bands atucally, and to finally see them was....WOW.
I cried like a little bitch.
Speaking of the Beatles, I remember watching the news when they announced that John Lennon was shot. I cried. I was little, but I still cried. The Beatles were a safe harbor for me since my parents liked them and I LOVED them. As I grew up, and I learned more about them, they became a huge musical influence for me as well. Why learn one instrument when you can learn many?!
I showed Giuseppe last week that I REALLY can play the violin. We almost bought one. But they didn't have the one I wanted. A beautiful black lacquer one.
Calvin wants to play clarinet. I taught myself how to play Ravel's Bolero (My father's favorite piece) on clarinet when I was in fourth grade. That was the first year my elementary school had band. The next year there was advanced band and my band teacher begged me to join. I couldn't cause my parents couldn't afford it. But still, it was a nice ego boost.
Artistically(including musically) I have always felt gifted. I can play most instruments. Aside from the French Horn. I can draw, paint, sculpt, INK(heh), color, and put models together as well as paint them. I put my Pinhead and Female Cenobite models together and painted them. I think they came out badass. I just wish I could use my talents for a better cause.
Richard Cheese rocks.

I have already made a plan in case there is a chance that zombies will one day try to reign on Earth. Since Bush is still in office, one never knows what might happen next. You have to be prepared.
If my kids are here, we will take our gun and ammo, and make a fort in the prison. there is no way zombies can breach that wall. It's safe and LOADED with guns and ammo.
If they are not with me when it happens, my first goal is to take our gun and ammo and get them. If Shelby and Julie want to come along, great. But I wont leave their house without my bubbies. After I get them, we go to the prison. I told Vinxcent that if Zombies did invade Earth, he and Calvin would be tied to my body. They would be responsible for holding the ammo(after I raided the local gunshop for shotguns, automatics and ammo). I would have many guns strapped to my body and we would make for safe ground. I will not let them get hurt/bit...whatever.
So what If I am obsessed with Zombies.
If any of you were turned, I wouldn't hesitate putting a big hole in your head. I told Joseph the same. He said he would let me bite him cause he couldn't live without me.
Like I would get bit..lol

Modeling was great, but my most proudest works are the art people have made of me. We are playing D&D with the kids these days. And guess what? Their Mom is IN the Monster Manual!!!
Yessir! Their friends think they are cool cause of that too. Not just the Monster Manual, but all the other books, cards and posters their mom is on. As I have said, my bubbies think I am a super hero. It makes everything SO worth it!

Alright.
Enough tooting my horn.
Just had a reflective moment I had to share.
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