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Ever feel like you’re not good enough? That everyone is better than you? All my life all I’ve wanted is to just be loved. Nothing else, no if this or only because you…. this. I just want someone to look at me and love me for all my imperfections and all my mistakes. I want some to chase me and pray that I never leave them so that way they will never have to live a moment without me. Is that so hard to ask? I don’t think so. That’s how I feel about him. I’m a little sad every second that he is not with me. Every touch and every look means the world to me and makes me feel like nothing I’ve every felt before. I always knew that when I feel in love it could make me fly above the clouds or make me hurt like I was being stabbed with a 10,000 knifes. But once you have felt both then it’s more then that. I guess that I will never be good enough.