I feel:
upset
I don't know why, but I'm sooooo upset right now, maybe it's cuz I'm getting sick of Lewis living in England and not over with me. I just feel like crying over it but I know it's not gonna help anything cuz he won't be living here till next year.
Plus, it doesn't help very much that he told me that he's still friends with his ex and it wouldn't matter that much if she wasn't still trying to get back with him. He's even told her that he's with someone and going to get married. It just pisses me off that she would try it with him again. He told me they hugged today and she kissed his neck. She's really lucky I don't live over there.
I'm gonna go and try to veny my anger and being upset