I think it finally hit...
I just got home from a fun night with Mrs. so_im_a_liar and the first thing I see when I walk in the door is an unbelievable mess of boxes and stuff scattered about my apartment like a tornado out of the blue solely hit my studio in some spiteful revenge from the sky above. Of course this mess is my own, no dont worry my apartment has not been robbed, however my brainless self didnt have the clue to look in the most obvious place that something would be... And in a mad dash to get ready for my date I blew my apartment up looking for shoes... Errr.
Now here I have two days to get my shit together before I start my 4th semester of college and I am a mess, unprepared, broke, stressed, exhausted, and scared. A new semester for me is like jumping into a murky lake, I have no idea how deep it is, and how much the landing is going to hurt. I am still somehow convinced that my good grades have been merely a fluke and that I am not nearly doing as well as I am. Bah! I need to stop looking at it so negatively, because I am in fact doing well. Stop Stop Stop me, this is for real! Anyways there is so doubt about it, I have a big weekend ahead of me.
My need to do list:
Get necessary supplies
Clean apartment
Do Laundry
Touch up my hair
Take out garbage
Pick up my screen printing stuff, even though I wont be taking screen printing this semester I am sure as hell going to try and use the light box at school. I have spent so much money on all that stuff, it would be a tragedy to let it go to waste.
Talk to my Dad
Prepare mentally for school- Not gonna happen
Organize my papers
Make a calender
Sleep
Sell Mini Fridge
Help so_im_a_liar make cup cakes : D
I am sure there is a million other things I need to do before school starts but mind is going into sleep mode and thinking is becoming more and more difficult as the seconds pass, getting up at 6am will do that.
Why do I always wait till the last minute to do things... I wish I could stop doing that! In the morning, I am going to drive right into this, time is wasting. However right now I am too tired to care!
This will be a good semester!
Now here I have two days to get my shit together before I start my 4th semester of college and I am a mess, unprepared, broke, stressed, exhausted, and scared. A new semester for me is like jumping into a murky lake, I have no idea how deep it is, and how much the landing is going to hurt. I am still somehow convinced that my good grades have been merely a fluke and that I am not nearly doing as well as I am. Bah! I need to stop looking at it so negatively, because I am in fact doing well. Stop Stop Stop me, this is for real! Anyways there is so doubt about it, I have a big weekend ahead of me.
My need to do list:
Get necessary supplies
Clean apartment
Do Laundry
Touch up my hair
Take out garbage
Pick up my screen printing stuff, even though I wont be taking screen printing this semester I am sure as hell going to try and use the light box at school. I have spent so much money on all that stuff, it would be a tragedy to let it go to waste.
Talk to my Dad
Prepare mentally for school- Not gonna happen
Organize my papers
Make a calender
Sleep
Sell Mini Fridge
Help so_im_a_liar make cup cakes : D
I am sure there is a million other things I need to do before school starts but mind is going into sleep mode and thinking is becoming more and more difficult as the seconds pass, getting up at 6am will do that.
Why do I always wait till the last minute to do things... I wish I could stop doing that! In the morning, I am going to drive right into this, time is wasting. However right now I am too tired to care!
This will be a good semester!