ehh this sucks
so today i really did it, i realised how much i actually love stephanie,she gave birth to my daughter and i want to marry that girl. its funny because we had a pretty big fight and i have been very unreasonable lately. but its only little stuff. we have been together roughly five years, and things have gotten much better for us recently, until last weekend, when we had a huge fight because she kept samara out all night.i recently fixed my old phone in order to get her pregnany photos back for her, because she asked me to do so. there is not one single thing i havent done for that girl. and all i want is for her to understand that i dont mean half of the things i say in our fights, and i know it is the same vice versa. in my opinion we had a nice little family, and things were starting to get better. she has two friends that i really trust, although i dont show it, i know they would never turn their backs on her, and i like steph , and my daughter being around them, then any of her other friends. i would even trust one of them to take care of samara. Anyways. im just a little upset at myself for reacting how i did and i hope that today i can try to sort things out wth her. i plan on spending time with her tomorrow night after she takes jessica out for her birthday, and im going to aplogize, and try to fix things.