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[cemeteryparty_]

things have been shitty for a while. i'm waiting for second semester when i don't have to deal with people who make my classes hell. i need a fresh start badly because i'm finding it a bit hard to bounce back. *sigh* oh well. my grandma had a heart attack and my dad is going to poland tommorrow. sometimes i forget my grandma and parents are fallible, as silly as that sounds. i don't like having to acknowledge that they're getting older, it makes me so worried. it seems like time flies by.

i'm going to get my mail, and see if my university stuff came. i need a diversion, even though it's a nerve-wracking diversion.