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May 21, 2007 06:40

this town is a great sucking, squelching black hole of a rectum that won't let me escape its soul-shattering gravity. its my attachment to the material that keeps me here though, so maybe i'm the asshole. unfettered by possessions i could leave reasonably soon, a few weeks perhaps. i figured out that i can go at least 250 miles on a tank of gas...thats city driving so longer on the highway...which means i'll need at least $320 for gas...thats 8 tanks of gas at $4 a gallon. i'd also probably need around $100 for lodging and a few bucks to feed nickey and i over three days....around $500 for the trip. i could have that in another week or two if i stop paying bills and live frugally...stop buying weed and eat cheap. i still owe $250 towards may rent but the landlord will come out ahead when he keeps my $460 deposit. i'm tempted to give my thirty-day notice on june 1st and if i haven't raised moving money by the end of june leave my shit behind and head west with what money i can save between now and then. my mom offered to help a bit with the move financially, not sure how much though. need to talk to her about using my old bedroom as storage space if i need to leave my things behind. i need to pay brady the $400 i owe him for his tv. i need to do a lot of fucking things. i just need to get out of this place. its killing me...or worse, its making me boring.
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