Jul 09, 2004 21:17
I just dont fucking get it. Ah Blah you know the rutean though right? All girls do. I hate this. so I haven seen Dima in like the past 2 days and I didnt even get to talk to him on the phone. So today we hung out for like an hour, and made plans to do something at like seven. And at six he says his friends are over and hes hanging out with them. He said that we could just hang out tomarrow but at the crack of dawn I have a dentist appt. and from 12-8 im working and when i get home from work I asleep for hours, so I cant seee him tomarow either.
I got really up[set that I wasnt seeing him today so I called him at like 9:30 and asked if he would come over now becasue I wanted to whatch The Butterflt Effect with him because Im a chicken shit during scary movies, and I heard this one was scary as fuck. So I call him and he says he doesnt want to come over because he doesnt want to sit there and be bored. okay of course im going to get offended about that. Who wouldnt? Im like oksy sorry I fcuking bore you to death. And he flipped out, (may i remind you his friends weer sitting right next to him) "dont take that tone with me I was having fun and now your ruining it" and he yells at me for crying. so he said he had to go. Sorry im fucking human. so now im about to whatch The Butterfly Effect and then play video games all night with jeff and jer.
Ah and like 15 minutes after we talked I heard a system and like the dumbass i am I thought maybe it'd be him coming over and just saying "omg did you REALLY think that I'd ditch you like that? How mean do you think I am?" Ha well it wasnt him, it was brian. Stupid me. Stupid me. All girls hope. I just hope that I dont have to do something rash to him, like hmm whats it called? Well I couldnt say becasue then people would be asking me where I got it and if they can barrow it or whatever. but I really dont want to use it. Haha and no its not a gun or a knife. Way better than that! Well there bitching at me to come on....