im sick and tired...

[cemetaryboy]

of being used.
of being lonely.
of being stood up.
of being so gullible.
of being too hopeful.
of being stereotyped.
of being an idiot.
of being unable to drive.
of being constantly exposed to negativity.
of being left out.
of being lied to.
of being spat on.
of being put down.
of being stuck in a rut.
of being stuck in the same situation with a different person.
of being awkward.
of being dependent.
of being the one that has to do everything.
of being left behind.
of being the fall boy.
of being unhappy.

fuck.
even saves the day

is not saving my day.
and i love saves the day.

i wish i was chris conley.
then i wouldnt have to deal with kelly mcmanus' life.