By George, she's done it!
So I have no life. It's Friday night.. like many many other previous Friday nights and many many more to come, I'm sure.. and I have not done anything. Man.. even my parents went out. HARSH.
I think I've figured it out though. It's either of the following:
a) My friends are losers also who don't ever do things on weekends.
OR
b) They do go out and do things but I'm not informed of them.
See, I'm always asking people to come shopping or hang out or go to places with me but generally I get the "Oh, I'm working the next day..." or "I have no money" (even though most of them have jobs and don't pay rent or anything) or "Oh, I'm doing stuff with *insert significant other's name that they spend 24 hours of most days with here* So it's not like I'm not making an effort. Or that I didn't use to.. because now I don't ask as often because I don't like setting myself up for the constant rejection. It's very disheartening.
So yeah.. it's either of those two. No matter which is the truth, it's not good. I'm just sick of being so fucking bored all the time that I post on livejournal. There's nothing wrong with livejournal of course, but posting as much shit as I do.. well, it's kinda sad. Especially because it is just that - shit. No events are ever mentioned, its just all pure whiny arse emotion because I've had the whole week to sit around thinking about everything because I don't do anything else.
No one will give me a job. It seems to get employed around here you have to be either 14 or in possession of a bachelors degree. Man.. I even broke my own barriers and applied at fast food chains. Thats how desperate I am, dammit.
I HAVE NO LIFE. ITS SO FUCKING DEPRESSING.
I think I've figured it out though. It's either of the following:
a) My friends are losers also who don't ever do things on weekends.
OR
b) They do go out and do things but I'm not informed of them.
See, I'm always asking people to come shopping or hang out or go to places with me but generally I get the "Oh, I'm working the next day..." or "I have no money" (even though most of them have jobs and don't pay rent or anything) or "Oh, I'm doing stuff with *insert significant other's name that they spend 24 hours of most days with here* So it's not like I'm not making an effort. Or that I didn't use to.. because now I don't ask as often because I don't like setting myself up for the constant rejection. It's very disheartening.
So yeah.. it's either of those two. No matter which is the truth, it's not good. I'm just sick of being so fucking bored all the time that I post on livejournal. There's nothing wrong with livejournal of course, but posting as much shit as I do.. well, it's kinda sad. Especially because it is just that - shit. No events are ever mentioned, its just all pure whiny arse emotion because I've had the whole week to sit around thinking about everything because I don't do anything else.
No one will give me a job. It seems to get employed around here you have to be either 14 or in possession of a bachelors degree. Man.. I even broke my own barriers and applied at fast food chains. Thats how desperate I am, dammit.
I HAVE NO LIFE. ITS SO FUCKING DEPRESSING.