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I.... am so fucking bored. You have no idea.
I had a good face day today. For once, I didn't feel I looked like some sort of hideous beast when I looked in the mirror. That was nice.
I'm talking to people and I feel ugly again though. I don't feel worth their time. They don't let me feel like I am worth it. I'm going to do the emo thing and believe that this is because I'm truly not worth their time. Le sigh..
PS - Just in case you are reading this and you think this is about you, it probably is but I'm not going to tell you so because I won't let you just redeem yourself every time you make me feel worthless by apologising and saying nice things and then having everything go back to the way it was the next day. You don't give a damn. You never did. You just like to think you do because you want to think you're an alright person. Well fuck you.
So yeah, got that nice and good and out of my system. Actually, I don't know why I write here at all. I never get comments. This says to me that no one is reading it. SO IF YOU'RE GOING TO READ MY FUCKING LIVEJOURNAL, FUCKING COMMENT.
I had a good face day today. For once, I didn't feel I looked like some sort of hideous beast when I looked in the mirror. That was nice.
I'm talking to people and I feel ugly again though. I don't feel worth their time. They don't let me feel like I am worth it. I'm going to do the emo thing and believe that this is because I'm truly not worth their time. Le sigh..
PS - Just in case you are reading this and you think this is about you, it probably is but I'm not going to tell you so because I won't let you just redeem yourself every time you make me feel worthless by apologising and saying nice things and then having everything go back to the way it was the next day. You don't give a damn. You never did. You just like to think you do because you want to think you're an alright person. Well fuck you.
So yeah, got that nice and good and out of my system. Actually, I don't know why I write here at all. I never get comments. This says to me that no one is reading it. SO IF YOU'RE GOING TO READ MY FUCKING LIVEJOURNAL, FUCKING COMMENT.