What we have here..is a failure to communicate, b!tch
*lalala there were depressing things here that are now extinct lalala*
Jack, i can't wait to play with the doggy tomorrow, and to see you for longer behind closed doors.
p.s. if you have a doggy, pleeease be thankful for it, kiss it and huggle it and love it always!! because it really sucks to not have one when you LOVE animals, you've wanted one since forever and you probably won't be able to get one until..forever as well. if you have a doggy please feel free to tell me about it/send a pic or whatever, so i can enjoy them vicariously through you guys, or something. sigh.
jack: CRAZY BITCH- Buck Cherry
download it! we must listen to it tomorrow. and entertain your dad. it still cracks me up that he enjoys it as much as he does.
Disclaimer: This is selfish, DON'T READ IF YOU ARE AN EASILY OFFENDED ASSHHOLE (haha see that's funny because if you read the title, and if you are easily offended, i probably already offended you since i called you an asshole...yikes sorry)(not really though, deal with it)____________________________________________
i realize i've become terrible at lending my aid to people who need it. like friends, even family, whatever. am i more selfish than i used to be? i want to be there for people but it just doesn't happen. i don't allow myself to let it happen. i don't call people, i don't hang out, i don't keep in touch, etc. i don't have the spirit for it anymore. maybe i just need to keep my sanity, or some sense of self, i can't delve myself out in big huge chunks anymore like i used to. i don't know. i read all your livejournal posts and i want so badly to leave you long comments telling you i read it, i care about you, but... i never call? yeah how lame does that sound? i am just lame, there's no way around it. like for example, laura foley, i just wrote you the longest comment to your most recent post, and then deleted it because i sound so stupid and i don't even know if you'd believe me, but i care about you and think of you often and always hold you in my heart.
i don't know, whatever dude, i just feel kinda shitty that i gave up on everybody.
i know we're all at different places in our lives, of course we've moved on since we were all here together required to be happy little high school beasts, etc. i give up on what i'm trying to say. goodnight.
Jack, i can't wait to play with the doggy tomorrow, and to see you for longer behind closed doors.
p.s. if you have a doggy, pleeease be thankful for it, kiss it and huggle it and love it always!! because it really sucks to not have one when you LOVE animals, you've wanted one since forever and you probably won't be able to get one until..forever as well. if you have a doggy please feel free to tell me about it/send a pic or whatever, so i can enjoy them vicariously through you guys, or something. sigh.
jack: CRAZY BITCH- Buck Cherry
download it! we must listen to it tomorrow. and entertain your dad. it still cracks me up that he enjoys it as much as he does.
Disclaimer: This is selfish, DON'T READ IF YOU ARE AN EASILY OFFENDED ASSHHOLE (haha see that's funny because if you read the title, and if you are easily offended, i probably already offended you since i called you an asshole...yikes sorry)(not really though, deal with it)____________________________________________
i realize i've become terrible at lending my aid to people who need it. like friends, even family, whatever. am i more selfish than i used to be? i want to be there for people but it just doesn't happen. i don't allow myself to let it happen. i don't call people, i don't hang out, i don't keep in touch, etc. i don't have the spirit for it anymore. maybe i just need to keep my sanity, or some sense of self, i can't delve myself out in big huge chunks anymore like i used to. i don't know. i read all your livejournal posts and i want so badly to leave you long comments telling you i read it, i care about you, but... i never call? yeah how lame does that sound? i am just lame, there's no way around it. like for example, laura foley, i just wrote you the longest comment to your most recent post, and then deleted it because i sound so stupid and i don't even know if you'd believe me, but i care about you and think of you often and always hold you in my heart.
i don't know, whatever dude, i just feel kinda shitty that i gave up on everybody.
i know we're all at different places in our lives, of course we've moved on since we were all here together required to be happy little high school beasts, etc. i give up on what i'm trying to say. goodnight.