worth its own post ... thank yous
This is something that I mentioned at the end of my last posting but I feel it is important enough for its own posting.
Patrick you have been a blessing though all this crap I've been dealing with and it has been great that we have been talking and you have been a sounding wall for me to vent at...I do apologize for the stuff you've gotten from me, the brunt of my short fuses, harsh sharp comments, random emotions, most of it unfairly. If you do read this.. I am sorry bro and thank you!! You have be so much help you don't even know. I do not have the words to express the amount of appreciation for everything you've done and have had to deal with from me. Sadly, there is probably more to come and I do apologize in advance. Sadly, i'm not though this yet.
I do want to thank all my other friends too who have been helping me with this, but honestly Pat HAS be getting the worst of everything. Mostly due to the fact he knows first hand from living with me what I am dealing with at my house.
Soon, hopefully for my sake and everyone elses, I will be able to call upon / for the help many of you have been offering, but i was unable due to the fact I was not in a position, both mentally and situationally ready to utilize it. I do thank you for your patients with me and to please be aware I am not trying to ignore or snub anyone, i am just having to work though this slowly.
Thank you again.
now...sleep...
~~2Rs~~
Patrick you have been a blessing though all this crap I've been dealing with and it has been great that we have been talking and you have been a sounding wall for me to vent at...I do apologize for the stuff you've gotten from me, the brunt of my short fuses, harsh sharp comments, random emotions, most of it unfairly. If you do read this.. I am sorry bro and thank you!! You have be so much help you don't even know. I do not have the words to express the amount of appreciation for everything you've done and have had to deal with from me. Sadly, there is probably more to come and I do apologize in advance. Sadly, i'm not though this yet.
I do want to thank all my other friends too who have been helping me with this, but honestly Pat HAS be getting the worst of everything. Mostly due to the fact he knows first hand from living with me what I am dealing with at my house.
Soon, hopefully for my sake and everyone elses, I will be able to call upon / for the help many of you have been offering, but i was unable due to the fact I was not in a position, both mentally and situationally ready to utilize it. I do thank you for your patients with me and to please be aware I am not trying to ignore or snub anyone, i am just having to work though this slowly.
Thank you again.
now...sleep...
~~2Rs~~