Wish you were really hear listening to me, Because I'm telling you the truth.
Yesterday I went to the Middle School because we didn't have soccer practice. SCORE! So I met Alex and Viriginia there and we just chilled and I saw bunches of people. It was uber-cool. So then I met up with Chris <333, Scadow-dow, Kieran, Tom, and Andrew! Oh my gosh, I missed Andrew so much! He's going to come to South Side for Senior Year. Niceeee. So yeah, he basically just ripped up the guitar the whole time basically everyone amazed. And there was food and Kieran gave me back my sweatshirt (the one he had since my birthday....yeah....that was April......lmfao)
Anywho, School has been alright I suppose.
I'm in such a bad mood at the moment. I really shouldn't be either.
Lately (especially today) I've been so selfish and I haven't been appreciating thing in my life, and I really regret it.
I'm such a loser.
I just need to let go of the past and look for the better in the future I suppose.....
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but still don't know what they mean
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look!
I think....
I'm doing the right thing....I just need to keep telling myself that.....