life or something like it
its amazing how many things can go through ur head in like such a short amount of time. how one small word or gesture can send hundreds of thoughts racing through your mind and yet you can't think of anything to say. how trust and hope can prevail through the tuffest of times, how love is stronger than the one who feels it. so many things in this world that i will never understand. how someone can stand there and have everything taken from them, without doing anything about it. how when someone asks you a question you lie to protect them after they have hurt you. how three little words can mean soo much to some and nothing to others. how opportunities come and go and yet we sit here and wait. how an answer to a simple question can cause more pain than there are words for. how you can sit there and smile and laugh while inside you're crying. how you can fall in love with someone and never fall out no matter how hard you try, how a feeling can drive you to do more than all the money in the world could. how promises are broken and bridges burned, how everything seems so clear when you look into her eyes, and yet how distored your vision is when she is gone, how one person can cause such things to happen. how you would rather have memories than a future, how tears can fall like rain and not be seen. how you can look into the mirror and see the pain in your eyes, and how others cant see it. how you can say one thing and do the opposite, how when u think of her you get a shiver down ur spine and a fire in ur heart, and how you hope and wish for something to happen and yet it never does, how it feels not to feel, love can drive you insane