For the best

[celticcrossxx]

And it takes more time
Then I've ever had
Drains the life from me
Makes me want to forget
As young as I was
I felt older back then
More disciplined
Stronger and certain
But I was scared to death of eternity
I was saved by grace
But destroyed by naivety
And I lie to myself
And say it's for the best
And now faith is replaced
With a logic so cold
I've disregarded what I was
Now that I'm older
And I know much more
Then I did back then
But the more I learn
The more I can't understand
And I've become content with this life that I lead
Where I drink too much
And don't believe in much of anything
And I lie to myself
And say it's for the best
We're moving foward
We're holding ourselves back
And we're waiting on
Something that will never come