I can't believe it....
Today signifies the fourth month someone I care for deeply has been gone from most of my life since then.
I don't know what even made me think of it.
Actually, I do know. It was the voicemail.
Hehe. Anyone think they know who this might be? Come on, tell me who you think it is!
Anyways, yeah. I miss them. A lot. I wish they were here right now so that I could give them the biggest hug in the world.
Yes, I know. Now I am just intentionally trying to screw you over. :)
However, if most of you can remember correctly, you might be able to figure out who it is. Or, you can do some snooping in my LJ, and eliminate probably the first choice that came to your mind. At least, if they were your first choice.
Poem:
I can't believe it's only been four months.
This summer seems to have streched on forever.
But now there's no time for turning back.
I miss you so much.
I hate the fact that I can't be the first one you turn to anymore.
I hate the fact you can't be the first one I can turn to either.
If I could, I'd bring you back here,
And hold you for a forever,
But it can't be anymore.
Our song fills the air around me,
Choking me with our memories,
Sweet blissful choking.
Lyrics:
Feel like I'm stoned
wanna be alone, just for a while, unknown
Weeks on the road a long way from home
just shut off the phone
And you say I'll heal you,
I'll always be yours
and you say I'll kill you if I do something wrong
yeah, yeah, yeah ,yeah, yeah, yeah
Still feels like the first time
to stand here by your side
together regardless
we'll walk through the darkness
Still feels like the first day of my life
Remember the times
together we swore, never give up this life
still hanging on, still going strong
here I belong
And maybe I'm crazy
but I just can't slow down
And maybe I'm crazy
but at least I'm still around
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Still feels like the first time
to stand here by your side
together regardless
we'll walk through the darkness
Still feels like the first day of my life
Feels like the first day of my life,
(feels like the first day)
Still feels like the first day of my life
Still feels like the first time
to stand here by your side
together regardless
we'll walk through the darkness
Still feels like the first day of my
still feels like the first day of my
still feels like the first day of my life
The lyrics should be a dead giveaway, to anyone who knows what they are about. Which, actually, only one of you has any inkling, I think. :) Yeah, I know, I'm a bitch. I try so hard.
I still can't believe it's only been four months. So much shit has happened in the past 4 months. Since when did my life get so hectic? I don't remember all of this happening.
And now, I'm still going to leave you in the dark, but I have faith that you'll figure it out.
Ta! Slainte, and all that!
I don't know what even made me think of it.
Actually, I do know. It was the voicemail.
Hehe. Anyone think they know who this might be? Come on, tell me who you think it is!
Anyways, yeah. I miss them. A lot. I wish they were here right now so that I could give them the biggest hug in the world.
Yes, I know. Now I am just intentionally trying to screw you over. :)
However, if most of you can remember correctly, you might be able to figure out who it is. Or, you can do some snooping in my LJ, and eliminate probably the first choice that came to your mind. At least, if they were your first choice.
Poem:
I can't believe it's only been four months.
This summer seems to have streched on forever.
But now there's no time for turning back.
I miss you so much.
I hate the fact that I can't be the first one you turn to anymore.
I hate the fact you can't be the first one I can turn to either.
If I could, I'd bring you back here,
And hold you for a forever,
But it can't be anymore.
Our song fills the air around me,
Choking me with our memories,
Sweet blissful choking.
Lyrics:
Feel like I'm stoned
wanna be alone, just for a while, unknown
Weeks on the road a long way from home
just shut off the phone
And you say I'll heal you,
I'll always be yours
and you say I'll kill you if I do something wrong
yeah, yeah, yeah ,yeah, yeah, yeah
Still feels like the first time
to stand here by your side
together regardless
we'll walk through the darkness
Still feels like the first day of my life
Remember the times
together we swore, never give up this life
still hanging on, still going strong
here I belong
And maybe I'm crazy
but I just can't slow down
And maybe I'm crazy
but at least I'm still around
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Still feels like the first time
to stand here by your side
together regardless
we'll walk through the darkness
Still feels like the first day of my life
Feels like the first day of my life,
(feels like the first day)
Still feels like the first day of my life
Still feels like the first time
to stand here by your side
together regardless
we'll walk through the darkness
Still feels like the first day of my
still feels like the first day of my
still feels like the first day of my life
The lyrics should be a dead giveaway, to anyone who knows what they are about. Which, actually, only one of you has any inkling, I think. :) Yeah, I know, I'm a bitch. I try so hard.
I still can't believe it's only been four months. So much shit has happened in the past 4 months. Since when did my life get so hectic? I don't remember all of this happening.
And now, I'm still going to leave you in the dark, but I have faith that you'll figure it out.
Ta! Slainte, and all that!