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I'll always look
down on you if you look up to me,
now you can see,
what it means to be,
just another face,
just another kid in the crowd...
another kid in the crowd,
a dark grey or dark black cloud,
so let's get out,
let's go so far,
let's go so far away from Jersey...
let's go away,
so far away,
let's go away,
she said,
she said...
I just need to rant this, and I'm sorry if you get hurt or upset with me because of it, but it's for me, not for you...
I'll be damned if I haven't had people asking me all day if Don was cheating on me, and I'll be even more damned if I don't know the answer. I call him last night after the concert like he asked, and Katie is over watching Spainglish... A romantic/tragic/comedy, it didn't make me feel so good. Then I walk in this morning and he is sitting with Ann, I had forgotten the Katie thing, but that just brought it to mind. And now, he's supposed to be gone getting a cellphone with his mother, and he's out with Ann, getting lunch.... Could he be? Should I refuse to listen to the rumors and my intuition, or should I just flow with the fact that he says he isnt? Eventually he'll just get fed up with the doubt, then he'll just dump me... I don't know what to do, and maybe I just shouldn't care... But it really hurts not knowing....
down on you if you look up to me,
now you can see,
what it means to be,
just another face,
just another kid in the crowd...
another kid in the crowd,
a dark grey or dark black cloud,
so let's get out,
let's go so far,
let's go so far away from Jersey...
let's go away,
so far away,
let's go away,
she said,
she said...
I just need to rant this, and I'm sorry if you get hurt or upset with me because of it, but it's for me, not for you...
I'll be damned if I haven't had people asking me all day if Don was cheating on me, and I'll be even more damned if I don't know the answer. I call him last night after the concert like he asked, and Katie is over watching Spainglish... A romantic/tragic/comedy, it didn't make me feel so good. Then I walk in this morning and he is sitting with Ann, I had forgotten the Katie thing, but that just brought it to mind. And now, he's supposed to be gone getting a cellphone with his mother, and he's out with Ann, getting lunch.... Could he be? Should I refuse to listen to the rumors and my intuition, or should I just flow with the fact that he says he isnt? Eventually he'll just get fed up with the doubt, then he'll just dump me... I don't know what to do, and maybe I just shouldn't care... But it really hurts not knowing....