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This is my life
Its not what it was before
All these feelings I’ve shared
And these are my dreams
That I’d never lived before
Somebody shake me
Cause I, I must be sleeping
Now that we're here,
It's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All the mistakes,
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here its so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive and I’m not ashamed to be the person that I am today
These are my words
That I’ve never said before
I think I’m doing ok
And this is the smile
That I’ve never shown before
I'm so afraid of waking
Please don't shake me
Afraid of waking
Please don't shake me
I am okay...I am okay....I'm just not feeling it... Life goes on, and just because one asshole says I'm something that I know I'm not... Which I'm not... It's just... Grrr, it bothers me that it even bothers me... But it doesn't bother me... Well, it isn't supposed to...
I think that I think too much...Yeah, I definately think too much...
But I'll be ok, because I am free!! Meaning I can flirt, and not have to worry about some over-bearing dickhead getting jealous... He isn't who I am... He never was, and he wasn't for me, I just wish I would have known that before I got violated because I was "his" *shudders*... Never again...
I am a young woman who has her whole life ahead of her, and much more on the brain than losers trying to get in my pants... He wasn't my end, he just showed me a new beginning, without him. I like the road I'm on....
XoXo,
-*-Jill-*-