Joy
I feel good today. Really truly good. I took care of the ferrets (bath, cage, exercize) and the fish. I went grocery shopping. I felt productive and adult. Last night was wonderful. Love, though hard at times, is truly beautiful. Being with someone you love is an amazing feeling. You feel like you can go anywhere, with nothing to get in your way.
Not that I'm not a realist. But I spend, as you could see from a few entries down, that I spend way too much time worrying about things. I'm sick of sitting and doing nothing. I want to volunteer this summer. I want to give back to the environment. The earth is the body of our Mother, and helping our environment is one of the best ways to give back all the love we have been given.
I want to dance in the rain and feel the warm soil beneath my feet. Ritual is happy and all, but sometimes its too formal. Right now I dont want formal. I want freedom. Lets take a road trip. I want to go to Alaska and Ireland. My soul is singing with the beauty of nature.
I am the horse galloping across the plain. I am the panther stalking silently in the emerald jungle. I am the hawk soaring above. I am each bird, plant and flower and they are me. There is no separation. We ARE. We are everything and everything is us. Somewhere in the madness of technology and machines we forgot something so primal, so much a part of us. We forgot that WE are. Complex, beautiful, different, connected, full of love, full of the fires of art and passion. We are all sparks of the great fire of Life. This, we should never forget.
Not that I'm not a realist. But I spend, as you could see from a few entries down, that I spend way too much time worrying about things. I'm sick of sitting and doing nothing. I want to volunteer this summer. I want to give back to the environment. The earth is the body of our Mother, and helping our environment is one of the best ways to give back all the love we have been given.
I want to dance in the rain and feel the warm soil beneath my feet. Ritual is happy and all, but sometimes its too formal. Right now I dont want formal. I want freedom. Lets take a road trip. I want to go to Alaska and Ireland. My soul is singing with the beauty of nature.
I am the horse galloping across the plain. I am the panther stalking silently in the emerald jungle. I am the hawk soaring above. I am each bird, plant and flower and they are me. There is no separation. We ARE. We are everything and everything is us. Somewhere in the madness of technology and machines we forgot something so primal, so much a part of us. We forgot that WE are. Complex, beautiful, different, connected, full of love, full of the fires of art and passion. We are all sparks of the great fire of Life. This, we should never forget.