Smooths
I don't know if it's just this time of year, or something along those lines, but my already odd sleeping patterns go fucking crazy, and I have wicked bad insomnia.
Things are very,very odd for me currently, and my moods have been flipping so quickly as of late...I just don't know what the fuck to do about it anymore. I feel certain ways,and let myself entertain ideas about things I don't really believe in anymore, but I still find no peace in what are essentially wishful thoughts. Does this make any sense? I have sworn off caring about someone so many times in the past month, but it only lasts until I get a text, or even remember certain things, and I'm right back into it. I have been losing my temper quite easily lately, and gushing whenever given the opportunity to talk generally.
I realize none of this is going to really fit together, or make any god damn sense to anyone, but I guess I just need to write, and not worry about how exactly it looks to anyone else.
I am at a loss for words right now, so I'll end this
I need a change
Things are very,very odd for me currently, and my moods have been flipping so quickly as of late...I just don't know what the fuck to do about it anymore. I feel certain ways,and let myself entertain ideas about things I don't really believe in anymore, but I still find no peace in what are essentially wishful thoughts. Does this make any sense? I have sworn off caring about someone so many times in the past month, but it only lasts until I get a text, or even remember certain things, and I'm right back into it. I have been losing my temper quite easily lately, and gushing whenever given the opportunity to talk generally.
I realize none of this is going to really fit together, or make any god damn sense to anyone, but I guess I just need to write, and not worry about how exactly it looks to anyone else.
I am at a loss for words right now, so I'll end this
I need a change