Makes public property of things that are...personal
It's been an odd couple of days for me feeling wise, I have entertained some concepts that I thought would never find a home in my head, and I feel really different again. It feels like I'm actually headed in the right direction for once, it's all fueled by frustration and anger against people I'm close with, but still progress.
I'm tired of waiting for the pieces of my life to fall together, like you are all so content doing...I need to move forward.
I have had a change of heart lately as it pertains to "going it alone" I once thought it was a rotten idea, my belief being "united we stand, divided we fall" but I recently realized how retarded that is, because I need to be my own man, and I can't put my dreams on hold any longer...I need to do something. I have so much damn resentment towards so many people at the moment, I can't wait until I start flying off the handle again...that was always fun.
This all began Saturday night when I walked my road with Brittany, and we had an incredible conversation for 2 and a half hours. The belief that I can be so much more than what I am is not new, but to reflect on that conversation and flash back to previous statements, I realized exactly how much potential lies in my unused hands. It's nice to remember when you felt like you were worth the time that was thrown into grooming you into a decent human being.(if anyone bothered to do so)
No more words for tonight, 6am will come early, and I still have much smoking to do.
this is the b-day cake I want:
I'm tired of waiting for the pieces of my life to fall together, like you are all so content doing...I need to move forward.
I have had a change of heart lately as it pertains to "going it alone" I once thought it was a rotten idea, my belief being "united we stand, divided we fall" but I recently realized how retarded that is, because I need to be my own man, and I can't put my dreams on hold any longer...I need to do something. I have so much damn resentment towards so many people at the moment, I can't wait until I start flying off the handle again...that was always fun.
This all began Saturday night when I walked my road with Brittany, and we had an incredible conversation for 2 and a half hours. The belief that I can be so much more than what I am is not new, but to reflect on that conversation and flash back to previous statements, I realized exactly how much potential lies in my unused hands. It's nice to remember when you felt like you were worth the time that was thrown into grooming you into a decent human being.(if anyone bothered to do so)
No more words for tonight, 6am will come early, and I still have much smoking to do.
this is the b-day cake I want: