3 down, 1 to go!
I am so happy and enthralled right now. Previous events tonight have me still feeling crushed and betrayed, but I am putting that aside for the time being.
The reason for that is because my big brother Jeremy, after 5 or 6 dreadful years of seclusion and no contact with any of the Abrams family, finally sent a letter, pictures and information to the family. I feel a weight lifted from my heart finally knowing that he is happy and well and finally has his head in the right place. I am in tears from happiness. I am also incredibly jubilant to the fact that I now have his phone numbers and tomorrow (actually, later today) I plan on calling him and breaking this seclusion and silence that we have had for so many years. Plus, I'm an aunt now!
But, with this news still comes the heart-wenching fact that I still have heard nothing of my other long lost big brother, Josh. I hate the fact that he hasn't kept in touch with me. I know he's a busy guy, but I'm his baby sister. As hard as I've tried to come into contact with him for the past 5 or 6 years, it's gone to no avail. By Jeremy breaking the barrier of silence he's held for these years, I hope to also find out information about Josh, for now my hopes of finding him have narrowed to two things. Either Jeremy knows some information or by some miracle Josh will call one day.
So, now I will have contact with three out of my four known brothers. Perhaps, with Jeremy back in my picture, it will one day resume to four out of four.
I'm out...