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this weekend furthers my assumption that UUism is not only a cult, but that all of us youth are crazy.
Friday: after school, where I got in trouble... bleh @ larry, I went home and packed. around 4, emily and angela came over and kidnapped me away to scotties where I got to see carl for a while before I left, which was nice, because he makes me happy. got to the church, and we left. I was in a car full of mostly people I can't stand for long periods of time, but I lived because they weren't terribly annoying. except will kept taking pictures... but I love him, so it's alright. I knitted a lot on the way there, until it got too dark, and then i stopped and listened to music. we almost got lost on one way streets, but managed to get back on track relatively quickly.
we got there early [around 8:45], which is a first for us. we're usually at least 45 minutes late, but we were there almost an hour early. and it was pretty nice. within 5 minutes of being there, i got attacked by more people than i would have expected. lots and lots of "T-RAY!!! YOU'RE FINALLY HERE!!" or "t-ray, you're early!!!" and hugs and it was nice. we had opening circle, and that was sweet, someone wrote 'balls' on joe's forehead, and we all got to laugh at him, which we usually do anyways, but he thought it was sweet. so eh. then we had a touch group meeting, and we touched each other a lot. no. not really. but it was decently fun anyways. I liked my group. they were cool kids. so, after TG, i think we just went to worship, and it was a nice one, and they did this guided meditation thing... and it was just awesome. I stayed in the room for a while, then I went out and just hung out. I don't remember what I did, but I do remember going into the place i was planning on sleeping and having someone already there inside my sleeping bag, and on my pillow. I was a little angry. So I sat in the hallway and talked to bob and his friend whose name i can never remember. but it was pretty nice. we were trying to be sneaky. and bob is real hot. but he's a pompous dick. thinks all the girls want him, which is sadly true. but my favorite part of the night was sitting in the guys bathroom, around 3 AM talking n such, and he was like "so, you wanna do it?" andi just looked at him and started cracking up. I mean, i've used the line "so , you wanna make out?" but i mean seriously. so, i laughed at him and walked out of the bathroom and went to sit on the couch with Luke... and we ended up sitting there for a real long time playing on his laptop because he had games and we didnt want to sleep. and then me and bobs friend went downstairs and drank the worst coffee on the planet. i basically just dicked around until about 7 in the morning, where i wanted to call angela and talk about drinking jager... [i hope i spelled that right...] but people started to wake up and i talked to them, and around 7:30, i just passed out and then at 8 the y had the wakeup call.
[transition to saturday:] so, i got 30 minutes of sleep. it was decently nice. we had breakfast, sang the waffle house song, I got to put whipped cream on Bennets face, you know. the good things in life. we had morning workshops, I dont remember which one I went to... but either way, we had another touch group meeting and we played a game or something and then lunch... which was baked potatoes, which i couldnt finish. because i'm not a big fan of baked potatoes. so then we sat around and did nothing, then we had afternoon workshops and i made a bead newt. which i think i lost. but then i hit on people, andit was fun. then we had some people come in with animals and they had a bunch of fur from tigers and lions and wolves and they passed them around, and since half of the room was non-meat eaters, well, yeah. it was just amusing, and there was a falcon. and i llove falcons. they're purdy.
then we had more workshops, but i didnt really want to go, so I washed my hair and hung out with Timmy. which was silly. mainly because he's silly. and we made fun of people. then we had more free time. and i don't really remember what all happened, mainly because there was no coffee and i kept nodding off for a few seconds and snapping back. P.S. that sucks to do. so then we had dinner, after some other stuff, and that was nice. and then they played wink, and I found the coffee, so i changed to more moveable clothes, then came back and was awake becuase i love coffee with sugar and they weren't playing wink anymore. they changed it to kissy-face. so i watched that. and it was nice. and funny. and just sweet altogether. then we had the talent show[9 PM], which was awesome. and fun. and stuff, and i had more coffee, so i was concious again. then we had nothing to do, so we went to touch groups... or something.. and played 10 fingers. and for one of the first times ever, i was one of the first out. it was ridiculous. I haven't done much, but apparently, neither have any of them. it was odd... after TG, i was wandring, as i tend to do, when bob walked past me and gave me a hug and was like "wanna go bone?" and i looked at him and shook my head and continued talking to who i was talking about. then got an idea, and told him that i did. so we went downstairs and joe came with, thinking we were doing something else, then joe left, and he started to walk towards me and had me pinned on the wall, and i was like "you know i was kidding, right?" and he stopped and was like "damnit" and then i walked out of the room and he didnt follow, and i dont know why, but i have some ideas. you know, that girl thing... right. then we had worship, and unconditional love, which was too short, which pissed me off, then i went upstairs and tried to sleep, but they wouldnt let me because they had to do things, so i got angry and tried to get more coffee, but couldnt because it was all gone, so I went upstairss and tried to find somethign decent to wear for the dance. not that i had anything... so I just went to caitlin and we went down and danced. and danced. and danced. and danced. and had some fun with GB. and danced. and danced and danced. and I'm so sore from dancing. I don't dance at school. but i get down and decently dirty at cons. and being as tired as i was, and hyped on caffeine and GB, i almost started stripping for 'it's getting hot in hurr' but i didnt. because the guys were. so we just watched them. and man. the guys at cons... ::homer simpson noise here:: so the dance ended at 4 and i changed into non-gross clothes, and heard about a hidden truth or dare game. so i found it in the staircase leading to the basement basemnt, which was real cold. and we played. and i found out that i was the only girl who had made out with another girl not on a dare. and it was silly. and then I had to lick someones ear. which was kind of cross. because he doesnt shower... ever... and yeah. either way, a girl flashed us, someone had to strip down to his speedo, someone had to kiss avi's ass, and a bunch of other things. and then it got really cold, so we all went upstairs. this was around 5:30. we ended up looking around for places to sleep because ours all got taken again, luckily though, i still had my sleeping shit. so we found a place around 6 and i almost kind of got to cuddle with bennet... but not really... because i fell asleep. and woke up at 8 to "SHIT! WE OVERSLEPT!" and so i had to get up and clean shit. and i couldnt walk. because i was sore, and had slept no more than 3 hours in the past 48. and then we had muffins. and snag a song. and hugged everyone. and hugged everyone again. and then we left. and i slept in the car. which was only 2 hours. so i don't know what I'm still awake. my dad went to do things, so i'm home alone. so i decided to update. woo me. ... I wish cons lasted longer. :\ I think I got sick from the lack of sleep too. M throat hurts and my nose is all stuffy... grossness.