To Whom It May Concern:

Aug 22, 2006 20:28


Life is hard.

I don't mean one thing specifically I mean life in general.  That great feeling I had over the summer is gone and I feel...sick.  It isn't one just thing.  My classes are great, the campus is fine, my dorm room is adorable, my roommate is awesome, I haven't lost anything I love.  But the decisions I am already beginning to make are scary and I don't know if I am ready for this.  I don't know what I want to be when I grow up, I don't know what I want to major in, I still don't know how to read people, and I am stuck writing this entry in the Trojan Center because they still have yet to put internet into our room.  That is fine, it took me three days to get a bed. Welcome to College right?  I am an adult now, I think it finally stuck.

Don't get me wrong, I am excitied as hell.  I'm just scared that the mistakes I am going to make are going to be so big that I won't be able to get out of them.

On a lighter note: the people around here are great.  And I do really like the campus.  (I kind of wish there was something else to do in town though)

On a darker note: You suck.  (This is directed towards one person)

I miss you guys and I hope you are having a good time.  I'll get used to it...eventually.  Alright well I have some Anthropology and English reading to do, so I'll hear from all of you later on.   I hope to talk to you soon, hope to see you even more.

Later
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