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[cellophane05]

do you ever get the feeling that there is something wrong and no one is willing to talk about??????????????? well things seem to be that way now. i dont know whats going on with people any more. i have the wrong people talking their heads off to me and the people that i care about are not saying a word. what is going on here. i mean i know that finals are here and we all have papers to do but when we say that we are going to talk later when they come back and they dont say much more than hi guys, you have to think that something is up. i mean come on we are sitting in the same room and no one has said a word. im not going to be the one the start the talking because i always do. and on top of it i really miss home right now. my dad called me this AM telling that they were cooking cookies and that the boys were over. i hate that cant be home to get the x-mas tree with my rents and they i had to beg my mom to wait for me to come home so that i could help decorate the tree. i mean i know that i am away at school but come on cant you wait or i dont know save some stuff for me when i come home. and i dont understand why the cookies had to be made before the boys went away. umm thats not fair, your not part of my family, well my real family.
why does life have to get harder as your grow up. and why do we have to grow up at all. i would much reather stay a kid and never have to know how big and mean the real world is, cause from what i have seen of it so far it suxs big time.

well thats all for now of me bitching wineing for now, besides i have to get back to my very very long criminal investigation paper that is due this week.