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i haven't posted in a very long time. my life has taken quite a direction in the past 5 or so months.
i left hallmark, and found another (better) job working at a hospital. sure, i have days that just make me want to go back to bed, but in general i find it worthwhile. i'm making more money, and working in a generally professional atmosphere, mostly on my own, which is how i prefer it.
i've figured out that i have two more semesters of school left. when i graduate, i don't know what i'm going to do. part of me wonders, but mostly i don't care. i'm not apathetic, i'm just trying to be open minded about it. i'm very open to the idea of just getting the hell away and finding something totally new and crazy. take it as it comes.
i've let a few friendships slip away, in a formal sense. i still think about you, you few that i have always loved and cared about, you should know who you are. if you don't know, it's my fault and i'm sorry. i think about you and miss you.
i've had a very difficult and emotional time, letting things almost get to the point of no return. thankfully i've had a little bit of grace bestowed upon me, so i'm still here.
i've spent a lot of time with people that i've become closer with, and have really enjoyed it.
i have started as a volunteer with the children's home of wyoming conference, as a 'friend' to a great girl.
i went to see josh groban this past tuesday, and at one point he came down our aisle singing and he held my hand. that in and of itself was enough to make my night, week, month, year, and life as of yet.
i have met someone who is fantastic beyond description. it has restored my buried faith in the male sex, and i am so, so grateful. yesterday was the most enjoyable ten hour date/day that i have ever had. (yes, ten.)
at the risk of sounding like an after-school special, i'm trying to feel better about me and my place in life as it stands at this moment.
that's all for now, but that's enough i guess.