Aug 16, 2010 10:56
Do I have a right to be angry at my girlfriend for cheating on me? HELL NO!
I'm the epitome of scumbag in the group that I hang out with. I meet other girls by getting drunk and fingering them before introducing my name. I am in essence a man-whore. Do I care? What's wrong with me?
ABSO-FUCKIN'LUTELY NOTHIN!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA, Call me extremely self-absorbed, but I don't give two shits what girls think of me. For some odd reason, my devil-may-care bad-boy aura that nobody seemed to notice in high school attracts a lot of women to me. But I don't really care about that. My question is: "why"? Why should I get all the women, the glory and everything else. I know friends who would kill to have my reputation like Juban. I'm known to people I don't even know OF. It disturbs me that so many of my guy friends are jealous of me except for Ed, Farlow, Cullen, Zakk, and my friends I've grown to love and share my joy and life with. I love being a Blood. I prop the B's up and C's down, but it's just been so much fun. The money IS the motive. As I speak, Ed's sleeping on the porch. haha, anyway...
I'm pretty sure the karma of being so amorous is going to kill me, but that's not what's important to me. I like establishing friendships based on romantic activities. I live for being an FwB but I love going to school. School is a must, and I do love to learn. Am I an asshole? Yes. But you all love me for it...admit it.