Simchat Torah went well for me this year. I felt more included than
in past years; our rabbis are doing a better job of making it not just
about kids. There was still a lot of kid stuff, but this non-parent
adult did not feel as alienated as at some times in the past.
Friday night (we follow the Israeli calendar, so Friday rather than
Saturday) was pretty packed, and also pretty rowdy because of a large
number of kids. There wasn't a lot of actual dancing with the torah,
but that's normal for my congregation and people had a good time
regardless. Everyone who wanted got multiple chances at carrying
either a torah scroll (adults who felt up to it), a scroll of the
prophets (adults who wanted something lighter), or one of the small
stuffed torah toys (kids). There was a lot of singing.
On Simchat Torah everyone who wants one gets an aliya. We do four,
two at the end of D'varim and two at the beginning of B'reishit.
(I don't know if that's the usual number, though those are the
usual readings -- finishing and starting again being the whole point.)
The way my rabbi makes sure everyone gets an aliya is to divide it
up by birthdays in batches of three months. That works.
We had previously agreed that I would read (well, chant) the
beginning of B'reishit. I had wondered how this would work -- if
my rabbi did D'varim and then I did one aliya in B'reishit and then
my rabbi did the last one, wouldn't that look a little funny?
(I had offered to do as much of B'reishit as he wanted; I'm doing
the whole thing next week for Shabbat.) Not to worry, though --
it turned out we had all three rabbis there, so each rabbi and I took
one aliya. I really liked hearing from all three of them; one of
them is very rarely on the pulpit. (His focus is education.)
My birthday was in the last batch, so after I finished reading I stayed
up there for an aliya. So my rabbi handed me the other sefer torah to
hold. (I don't know who was holding it before -- possibly the rabbi
who was about to read.) None of the rabbis seemed interested in taking
it back afterwards, so instead of going back to the congregation I
(at the urging of the third rabbi) stayed up there for the conclusion
of the torah service. Standing in front of the ark with all three
of our rabbis felt indescribably special.
Saturday morning the crowd was smaller and mostly adults. It was also
fun, with lower decibel levels. :-) I read again -- possibly a little
better, as the previous night I had learned that with that scroll and
that desk and a portion that (of course) starts at the top of a column,
I couldn't get close enough to see well for the first several lines.
(I pulled more of that torah reading out of my head than is, strictly
speaking, proper.) After the service Friday night I found out where
they keep a small stepstool -- ah, much better!
We have a beit midrash after services on the second Saturday of each
month, and the rabbi in charge saw no reason to change that just because
it's Simchat Torah. So we had a nice little study session around some
midrash about the death of Moshe and his numerous appeals to God
(and the angels, and the sun and the moon, and...) to get to go into
the land. I'd heard some of this before but not all of it. Interesting
stuff.
And thus ends the marathon of fall holidays.