It's summer, the time when people at my synagogue traditionally
think about plans for adult education for the coming year. I've
realized that there is something I could teach, that I am
atypically qualified to teach -- but I have no idea if it would
reach the right people (or be seen as interesting).
Over the course of a year we see a fair number of people on the
bimah, leading parts of the service, who haven't done this a lot
and have never been taught how. The senior rabbi (who is
excellent at this) is the right person to teach such
a class, but he's busy. But at the risk of sounding immodest,
I am probably one of the best lay people in the congregation
in this area. At the knowing and the doing, I mean; I don't have
much experience with teaching. That would be a "growth opportunity".
There is so much more to leading worship than just reading the
words in the book. (It starts with awareness of that fact, by the
way -- da lifnei mi atah omeid, know before whom you stand, is
a guiding principle IMO.) I learned what I know mostly by observation
(I'm good at noticing details in this context; people have commented
on this), a fair bit by doing, and a fair bit from the Sh'liach K'hilah
program. So I'm trying to figure out if I should offer.
The main reason I hesitate is that such a class could fail to
attract the people who will be in a position to apply it while
giving people who won't be in such a position false hope (double
whammy). I've lived that false hope; it sucks.
Possibly the right way to structure such a thing is not
as a broad class but as something that members of sisterhood,
brotherhood, committees, etc -- the groups that get services during
the year -- are expected to go through. Pitch it to them
rather than more broadly. (But would they buy in if
the rabbi isn't the teacher?) Now that I think about it, we've had
targetted training sessions on how to lead a shiva minyan (targetted
to the committees that do that), so maybe that's the right model.
(I'm focusing on adults here because I think the b'nei mitzvah
have their heads, and schedules, full already. They and their
families could surely benefit, but I don't think it would happen.)
My rabbi is away for the next several weeks (and then I'll be away
for a bit just as he's coming back), so I'll either wait or mention
the idea casually to our new rabbi who will be focusing on education.