Boys suck
I feels like I've been hurt one too many times.. i should be able to swear off guys by now..... but I just can't. I wish it were possible. Very much so I wish it... but I seem to fall back too soon. It's easy for me to deal if someone is dating a girl that I don't know...but when they start liking a girl I do know... and frankly, when she's a girl I don't see him with in the first place, nor (my jealous heart says) do I see how she is better than I am... that's when it gets complicated. I want to go home. Or at least go over to Matt's house and be around those people.. they appreciate me. I am starting to wonder if anyone around here does. I want to feel like I'm special to someone.