Feb 14, 2006 13:55
snow, and valentines day. and its a tuesday. wow my three least favorite things in the world alll coexisting on one day.
its not my fault that i dont like valentines day....its just another day and a horrible reminder of all sorts of different shit ive put up with...and candy just makes you fat.
oh, not to mention its february. and this month just always sucks assss. cuz lets face it again i feel like im going to stop caring. and i dont ski, so snow is just a bitch. and tuesdays i have my class from hell (film theory) and i feel like im going to die every tuesday until 630 when i get out of class. ahhh got all that off my chest, lol
in other news, since i really just dont update this thing because no one reads it at ALL anymore, but thats okay...
there is merrimack casey. there is college casey. It is hard to coexist as both. I have the home friends, whom i love dearly. I have the college friends, whom i also love dearly...but i tried to bring the home friends here to bentley and tried to get them to meet and hang out with the college friends but it didnt work...its hard to be home casey AND college casey, i almsot feel like it is in a way two different people.
my hair is also not really cooperating and i dont work out enough, and im looking forwad to this weekend of being HOME (thats right, im home if anyone else is and wants to see me friday-monday) as a way to hopefully sort of catch up before i fall completley out of everything and fail out of bentley...lol i could never fail out unless my GPA went below 3.25 because then i would be forced out, but yeah...
life is okay right now but my valentines day suffered more than it should when i realized that some people just really dont take into account other's feeling and sometimes i just wanna be like the black eyed peas and say "where is the love"? oh the black eyed peas, i came so close to going to see them in boston (wouldve been my first concert ever), but once again its just another false hope of things to look forward too.
okay im getting really depressing, really life is okay...but i figured i would update for those of you who do care, i miss you allll sooooo much, and now i have to go to my tuesday afternoons of death and go learn about some stuff. joy.
leave me some valentines love?
oh great and now my mouse has stopped working...