le update
life has been hard these past couple weeks and a lot of growing up had occured. i have realized the negative influences in my life and am doing everything in my power to change them. i am lvining in longmont again at my parents, which is nice because now i can actually get my life in order.
i have never been in such a negative environment as greeley. i smoked far too much weed and seriously compromised my chances of moving to NYC. now it's my job to fix what i have wronged and get my shit together. i have done things this past year i never thought i would see myself doing a year ago, and i was okay with it. now, i am NOT okay with how i have acted, how i treated my friends and how i let down my family. this will be a summer of growing and learning.
to accomplish what i need to to get to NYC this fall, i'm going to have to work 2-3 jobs this summer and am already pretty close to landing those. i interviewed for a fulltime position at the buckle monday and should find out about that today, i also had an interview at starbucks this morning. i applied all over the place and am applying at applebee's today at 3:30, Kelli has already talked to her GM about me. i also applied at the outback, which is so great because this boy who has been trying to get me to go on a date with him since about september works there and actually took my application.
things are looking like they will be shaping up and i couldnt be more excited about how things might turn out! being home has been great, i am helping my parents sell the house and am just really feeling good about everything.
that is my life, ha, in its current nutshell! love and fertility to all!
M@ty
(did i really just use fertility?...yes, yes i did... wow...)
i have never been in such a negative environment as greeley. i smoked far too much weed and seriously compromised my chances of moving to NYC. now it's my job to fix what i have wronged and get my shit together. i have done things this past year i never thought i would see myself doing a year ago, and i was okay with it. now, i am NOT okay with how i have acted, how i treated my friends and how i let down my family. this will be a summer of growing and learning.
to accomplish what i need to to get to NYC this fall, i'm going to have to work 2-3 jobs this summer and am already pretty close to landing those. i interviewed for a fulltime position at the buckle monday and should find out about that today, i also had an interview at starbucks this morning. i applied all over the place and am applying at applebee's today at 3:30, Kelli has already talked to her GM about me. i also applied at the outback, which is so great because this boy who has been trying to get me to go on a date with him since about september works there and actually took my application.
things are looking like they will be shaping up and i couldnt be more excited about how things might turn out! being home has been great, i am helping my parents sell the house and am just really feeling good about everything.
that is my life, ha, in its current nutshell! love and fertility to all!
M@ty
(did i really just use fertility?...yes, yes i did... wow...)