Yea, Im a bitch
Do you ever get that feeling when you just don't want to be bothered?
Thats diffidently how Im feeling right now. Every time that I come to the cottage I always get this feeling of being suffocated by my family. My dad is always telling us what to do so that creates tension and my brother is just a complete ass. He pushes topics on people that make them feel uncomfortable. It's appaling to me that he thinks that talking about things like suicide and abortion are alright to talk about with people he doesnt know. Oh and another thing... they are things that are totally inappropriate for the dinner table! I don't understand why my family just can't be normal! They are driving my absolutely crazy.
I had an epiphany today. We went to Holland and walked around Hope College and I decided that its the place that I really want to be. Downtown Holland is amazing! On Thursdays they have street entertainment. Today Lauren and I saw the sweetest break dancers ever! I got a video! I love the campus, its not far from my cottage or from a lot of other schools, and the west side of the state is so much more laid back.
Ive been a bitch lately and I dont know why. Maybe its too much family time and I need my space or maybe its because I need to talk to Mike. I know that it sounds pathetic but I never realized how much I leaned on him to be my stress reliever. I guess that I really miss him..
Thats diffidently how Im feeling right now. Every time that I come to the cottage I always get this feeling of being suffocated by my family. My dad is always telling us what to do so that creates tension and my brother is just a complete ass. He pushes topics on people that make them feel uncomfortable. It's appaling to me that he thinks that talking about things like suicide and abortion are alright to talk about with people he doesnt know. Oh and another thing... they are things that are totally inappropriate for the dinner table! I don't understand why my family just can't be normal! They are driving my absolutely crazy.
I had an epiphany today. We went to Holland and walked around Hope College and I decided that its the place that I really want to be. Downtown Holland is amazing! On Thursdays they have street entertainment. Today Lauren and I saw the sweetest break dancers ever! I got a video! I love the campus, its not far from my cottage or from a lot of other schools, and the west side of the state is so much more laid back.
Ive been a bitch lately and I dont know why. Maybe its too much family time and I need my space or maybe its because I need to talk to Mike. I know that it sounds pathetic but I never realized how much I leaned on him to be my stress reliever. I guess that I really miss him..