Come Home

Jun 16, 2008 23:56

As I was walking back from a small gathering of friends I noticed that I rather be alone than be in an awkward situation. I went to a friends house and there was the usual "just chilling" but it was followed by alcohol. Normally I would stay because I attend these types of gatherings with my boyfriend Mike and we just sit and talk, but Mike isn't home. When I was there it was the same old same old. Typically, the same people attended and for once I just wasn't satisfied. I left hoping that my other friends were dong something not as pathetic, but of course they weren't. I realized that I have the best time when I'm hanging around with Mike. I miss the things like taking a walk at night and hanging out at starbucks. I don't like sitting in a basement for hours with the same people everyday. I've been a potato at home why would I want to go to someone else's house and do the same thing that I can do at home. I guess that Im not enjoying the company anymore. I feel the need to talk about something sophisticated when Im with people that are drinking. I don't know why, maybe its because drinking at this age seams so immature to me.

I love hanging out with Mike. We don't even act like a couple in public. He's the only person that I can act like a moron with but five minutes later we can talk about politics. Its amazing to be so secure with another person. We could do anything or go anywhere and it would be rememberable. Im extremely grateful.

I miss him...
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