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i'm just feeling the same way all over again
hopefully tonight will be good
because it has to be for us to work
i can't come to realize that you're better then him..
i know you are
so why can't i let go then?
it's that feeling of total regret if i mess this up, that will always be in the back of my throat.
when i talk to you, when i kiss you, when i hug you, it will always be there.
and i want us to work so bad.
but maybe you just aren't the right person for me.
cause he for sure is.
fuck im in this exact position even after telling myself that i wouldn't let it go this far.
hopefully tonight will be good
because it has to be for us to work
i can't come to realize that you're better then him..
i know you are
so why can't i let go then?
it's that feeling of total regret if i mess this up, that will always be in the back of my throat.
when i talk to you, when i kiss you, when i hug you, it will always be there.
and i want us to work so bad.
but maybe you just aren't the right person for me.
cause he for sure is.
fuck im in this exact position even after telling myself that i wouldn't let it go this far.