its official
i got into the program.
i leave on june 22 to go study abroad in wellington, new zealand at victoria university.
i return close to november 11.
this is great news.
why do i feel like my world just tumbled over? (hah....eh...)
so now what do i do?
(am i deluding myself into thinking itll all be ok? the gut says no. its not a question of me surviving it, its a question of how to go about this with the least amount of sadness involved. i really really really want this not to end.)
and looking up airfares for maybe "coming back" during the break did not help at all. in fact, it just made things much much worse.
but at least i got in.
i leave on june 22 to go study abroad in wellington, new zealand at victoria university.
i return close to november 11.
this is great news.
why do i feel like my world just tumbled over? (hah....eh...)
so now what do i do?
(am i deluding myself into thinking itll all be ok? the gut says no. its not a question of me surviving it, its a question of how to go about this with the least amount of sadness involved. i really really really want this not to end.)
and looking up airfares for maybe "coming back" during the break did not help at all. in fact, it just made things much much worse.
but at least i got in.