so yea...
i havent updated in awhile just because...well i had nothing to update about. its been a troubling couple of weeks. people getting to into my life and such. went to the doctors today and i have a kidney infection and a fever of 102. basically the gave me a proscription and a shot in the butt...tehehe. i will be back in school tomorrow. JC came and saw me tonight. i hadnt seen him much lately since he has been working in jacksonville. its weird not having a boyfriend that goes to school with me but i think it works out better that way because i dont get tired of seeing him and actually it makes my time with him seem more special. i dont waste it anymore but enjoy every minute of it. i cant wait till the day that we get married. it will have to wait till im somewhat done with college. but yea the past couple of weeks have been crazy with all the rumors, fights, drunken and stonedness(i dont know if its a word but it is now), and over all me not going to school as much as i should. its just so hard to now. i wish my mom never told me that since im 18 she doesnt care if i go to school or not. but i want to graduate and i only have 2 classes so its not hard to make up the work. well i think that is enough ranting for now. im going to bed.