May 16, 2005 20:02
school was awesome today. skipped 3rd period and went and saw JT's band play (i forget what their name is...sorry) they were bad ass, even though they were nervous. then in 4th period my pictures from chichago came out beautifully. so all in all it was a good day at school.
after school i rode the bus to JT's. i had not spent time with him in over a month. it makes me sad. but it felt good to hang out with him and remember good times. he is probably my best friend but we have both been so busy that sometimes we are not as good of friends as before. but i want to change that because he is a good kid and i think my mom put it best when she told me that he is " a friend that you will want to know when you get old" i guess that means that he is a good friend.
well chicago was beautiful as was wisconsin. got drunk with my brother and puked on myself. i was still drunk when i woke up and passed out at a bridal shower. good times.
my brother also told me that he didnt want me to move in with JC. he says that i should move to wisconsin if home life is bad. he also said some things about JC that didnt make me happy. all it did was make me drink till i got sick. but whatever he is just looking out for me and doesnt want me to end up like my mother. its love i guess. its definitely love.