this is what you wanted... isn't it?
these are my new rules for the summer ::
-- no more hooking up w/ ex boyfriends!!!! NO MORE!!!
-- find a new summer fling(s).
-- find time to relax & have fun as well.
-- take some time off from work.
-- work hard enough to get good $$ and save up for the car, a place to live next april, college, & other things i may need.
-- work out & eat healthy.
-- meet new people, make new friends, ignore the drama.
-- go to shows & go to warped tour in NoHo.
-- take photographs.
-- make movies.
-- go to the beach.
-- have a pool party/ water balloon fight.
-- don't stress!
SO, i had a great time tuesday at the beach w/ Erica K., Tempo, & Spiry. it wasn't the greatest weather, but it was relaxing & nice. i took some fun pictures, i'll post them later. but i got home later on during the day to find that someone i considered a friend held a different opinion of me than i thought he did... would you like to see? ** s/n has been changed for his privacy, 'cause i'm that nice.
Pat: Hey.
walkintheraine: hello
walkintheraine: whats going on?
Pat: Not much.
Pat: Working tonight?
walkintheraine: nope
Pat: I wanted to just talk a little.
walkintheraine: got my shift covered 'cause i went to the beach during the day
walkintheraine: w/ Temp, Erica, and Spiry
Pat: I finished up a fight with my ex. So I'm thinking alot about my attitude towards women, and it's not that healthy.
Pat: She really tearing me apart. It bothers me alot.
walkintheraine: so dont talk to her
walkintheraine: or think about her
Pat: What I wanted to say was basically, sorry for thnking about you the way I was.
walkintheraine: you were thinking about me negatively?
Pat: I never wanted anything other than a quick fuck, and I feel a little fucked up about it.
Pat: No, I was hitting on you. My intentions just weren't the best.
Pat: I'm sorry about it.
walkintheraine: woah woah... so all that "you'd be the perfect girl" was bs?
Pat: I'm not interested in a relatioship.
Pat: Not BS.
Pat: You're very pretty and you've got alot to offer.
walkintheraine: well... i'm gonna go umm... lay down now
Pat: But I wanted to just apoligize. I only had sex on my mind.
Pat: Whatever.
walkintheraine: yeah, i'll ttyl
Pat: Thanks for letting me say what i had to say.
walkintheraine: yeah.. no problem..
okay first off, wtf? i've done nothing but be that kids friend, and a good one. so for all you guys who think thats all i'm good for, FFF YOUUU!
PEACE!
-- no more hooking up w/ ex boyfriends!!!! NO MORE!!!
-- find a new summer fling(s).
-- find time to relax & have fun as well.
-- take some time off from work.
-- work hard enough to get good $$ and save up for the car, a place to live next april, college, & other things i may need.
-- work out & eat healthy.
-- meet new people, make new friends, ignore the drama.
-- go to shows & go to warped tour in NoHo.
-- take photographs.
-- make movies.
-- go to the beach.
-- have a pool party/ water balloon fight.
-- don't stress!
SO, i had a great time tuesday at the beach w/ Erica K., Tempo, & Spiry. it wasn't the greatest weather, but it was relaxing & nice. i took some fun pictures, i'll post them later. but i got home later on during the day to find that someone i considered a friend held a different opinion of me than i thought he did... would you like to see? ** s/n has been changed for his privacy, 'cause i'm that nice.
Pat: Hey.
walkintheraine: hello
walkintheraine: whats going on?
Pat: Not much.
Pat: Working tonight?
walkintheraine: nope
Pat: I wanted to just talk a little.
walkintheraine: got my shift covered 'cause i went to the beach during the day
walkintheraine: w/ Temp, Erica, and Spiry
Pat: I finished up a fight with my ex. So I'm thinking alot about my attitude towards women, and it's not that healthy.
Pat: She really tearing me apart. It bothers me alot.
walkintheraine: so dont talk to her
walkintheraine: or think about her
Pat: What I wanted to say was basically, sorry for thnking about you the way I was.
walkintheraine: you were thinking about me negatively?
Pat: I never wanted anything other than a quick fuck, and I feel a little fucked up about it.
Pat: No, I was hitting on you. My intentions just weren't the best.
Pat: I'm sorry about it.
walkintheraine: woah woah... so all that "you'd be the perfect girl" was bs?
Pat: I'm not interested in a relatioship.
Pat: Not BS.
Pat: You're very pretty and you've got alot to offer.
walkintheraine: well... i'm gonna go umm... lay down now
Pat: But I wanted to just apoligize. I only had sex on my mind.
Pat: Whatever.
walkintheraine: yeah, i'll ttyl
Pat: Thanks for letting me say what i had to say.
walkintheraine: yeah.. no problem..
okay first off, wtf? i've done nothing but be that kids friend, and a good one. so for all you guys who think thats all i'm good for, FFF YOUUU!
PEACE!