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I feel like I always have to help the people around me, but ive been shown time and time again that they can fix things all on their own. So why do I help. Cause I never learn I guess. There were two people I could do nothing for this weekend, but there was another that said it meant the world. You gotta keep trying on the off chance that you'll make a difference for someone right? He said that I was the first person who has ever done that for him, just listened and comforted him for HIS sake. It breaks my heart that he's never gotten that before, what kind of life is that? What kind of friends must he have? He cant get over a girl, but there's no chance of things as he leaves for the service in not too long. How can I get so easily involved in people's lives?
I miss Ronlike crazy, I like him more and more each time I see him. Know what's crazy? I dont want to like him so much, Im fighting it like you wouldnt believe. I dont even know why. Is that weird? So when Im away I try really hard to convince myself that what I think is there really isnt and that he's not all that important. But every time Im with him I never want to let him go. Everyone's right, im a typical female and i dont know what i want. But who says males do.=P
I have great friends, too bad they live forever away in both directions, we really need to perfect teleportation.
I miss Ronlike crazy, I like him more and more each time I see him. Know what's crazy? I dont want to like him so much, Im fighting it like you wouldnt believe. I dont even know why. Is that weird? So when Im away I try really hard to convince myself that what I think is there really isnt and that he's not all that important. But every time Im with him I never want to let him go. Everyone's right, im a typical female and i dont know what i want. But who says males do.=P
I have great friends, too bad they live forever away in both directions, we really need to perfect teleportation.