I know where he went...
anonymous
October 25 2004, 11:10:12 UTC
He's still there, the guy who was there at Wild Dunes, and at the Prom, and who saved a seat for her which caused a table-wide riot, he's just not letting himself have fun any more. Sorry, but I' right. :(
Re: I know where he went...celibate_riflesOctober 25 2004, 16:40:07 UTC
i hate remembering i hate how i used to be i was a fake trying to fit into a group that i didnt belong in that wasnt me at all it pains me now to look back at those times though i will admit i did have fun times with her i wonder if i can remember the electric slide..?
Re: I know where he went...
anonymous
October 25 2004, 17:38:08 UTC
That was you, I know it was, because you couldn't have done all those things without being the real you. And you should tell Shana, she needs to know about her and what happened.
Re: I know where he went...celibate_riflesOctober 25 2004, 17:45:42 UTC
whats to tell..? in the blink of an eye she was gone suddenly i was left by myself alone if she could lie about herself why couldnt i lie about who i was? its possible to live a two faced life you know its so easy im sorry i was something i wasnt but i guarantee now that what you see is the 100% nate that i am damnit my ovaries are rapidly growing now im getting all emo again
Re: I know where he went...
anonymous
October 25 2004, 18:11:25 UTC
I'm sorry I lied I'm sorry I hurt you I need to say this to you just to get the pain to subside so... I'm sorry. I really should've told you about everything that was going on with me but I didn't want to hurt you. funny isn't it... how the person we're trying to protect the most often ends up being the person we hurt the worst. again, I'm sorry. You don't have to forgive me in fact I'd probably feel better if you didn't but just don't hurt yourself anymore than you've already been hurt because you really don't deserve it, though I do... -CB
Re: I know where he went...
anonymous
October 25 2004, 19:01:36 UTC
I'm crying right now in a good way, though you are right (as usual) we need to go back to the way things were it was all so much easier then... and I'm sorry it took me this long to apologise and I'm happy for you and Shana and I'm glad we can be real friends now because that's the way I want things to be.
I feel much better now. :) Maybe I'll get some sleep for once... (Maybe not) ;)... I guess I'll see ya tomorrow... -CB
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i hate how i used to be
i was a fake trying to fit into a group that i didnt belong in
that wasnt me at all
it pains me now to look back at those times
though i will admit i did have fun times with her
i wonder if i can remember the electric slide..?
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in the blink of an eye she was gone
suddenly i was left by myself
alone
if she could lie about herself why couldnt i lie about who i was?
its possible to live a two faced life you know
its so easy
im sorry i was something i wasnt
but i guarantee now that what you see is the 100% nate that i am
damnit my ovaries are rapidly growing now
im getting all emo again
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I'm sorry I hurt you
I need to say this to you
just to get
the pain to subside
so... I'm sorry.
I really should've told you about everything
that was going on
with me
but I didn't want to hurt you.
funny isn't it...
how the person we're trying to protect the most
often ends up being the person we hurt the worst.
again, I'm sorry.
You don't have to forgive me
in fact I'd probably feel better if you didn't
but just don't hurt yourself
anymore than you've already been hurt
because you really don't deserve it,
though I do...
-CB
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in a good way, though
you are right (as usual)
we need to go back to
the way things were
it was all so much easier then...
and I'm sorry it took me this long to apologise
and I'm happy for you and Shana
and I'm glad we can be
real friends now
because that's the way I want things to be.
I feel much better now. :)
Maybe I'll get some sleep for once...
(Maybe not) ;)...
I guess I'll see ya tomorrow...
-CB
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