i cant ever make up my mind
this christmas break has been so much fun. ive gotten to hang out with bunches of my friends, as well as meet some new people. i got some of what i wanted for christmas, as well as some other stuff. travelled up to chicago and back, got in some fights, then got out of them. right now life is pretty damn sweet. i like it alot actually. theres only one thing im worried about. i have this great fun exciting relationship that is lots of fun, but i dont want it to just fizzle out, like brenton did this summer. but lots has changed since then actually. at that time i still liked someone else, who thank god i am finally completely over and done with. and i dotn really like anyone else right now, except for well you know. why am i such a girl about this and overthink absolutely everything? ugh. ok well i guess i just wont worry about it. whatever happens happens. right now its great and fun so why worry about it. you dont have to fix what aint broke right?