What should do? Is that really a good idea?
I met a man...his name is VERNAN
He is a CANCER!!!
He told me he saw me walk into the store from the parking lot:);):}
So he came in just to talked to me...well thats what he said later on the phone when I called him back after he called me because I was busy at a friends house talking and so he noticed me from a distance and I think thats sexy!!!
He played it really cool too...taking his time getting everything he wanted and shooting the shit with Chris, the owner.
I think I knew he was going to talk to me...I observed it in his body language. He was nervous but casual. It was actually kinda of cute and sweet. Hey ,he actually called me...now that never happens. He just told me that he didn't want me to forget him (He has a broken car...so no transportation.)Which is cool since he is trying to take me out instead of trying to get me to come over.
Still...I 'm leaving in ah 5mos. tops... I gotta go... SO I could do a lot of things. I could add him to the dating list and date more people. I could break it down for him and really just not bother...which would suck because I still have attention needs...which haven't been met at all because I'm werido jerko about the opposite sex right now. I could tell him what I really am...an all or nothing soulful chica who likes to act like I have the real thing so long as its here with the knowledge that I'm I'm still leaving.
I can easily put someone under a spell which is not very nice of me to do. Its not voodoo... its just a look I have...but I no longer after a sting of bad bad relationships ...Put "VODOO" on the wrong persons...It is dangerous idea. Its only so they fall for me quicker..here by making the connection faster..therfore maketh-ing my last months here more enjoyable...ye lest understandeth why I'm trippin about the!
REally though...it runs a serious risk of me coming off strangely alluring and suspicious I would think. I might end up just being a piece of ass also, which I use to be alright with...but now:( I can't even makeout with someone if there is no connection...and being someones ass still doesn't satisfy the emotional needs of this fair lady. So ...answering my own question and venting the crazy thoughts I had in the meantime...If its not there ...its not there and there is nothing I can do about it. Maybe this will start a RING of dates and activities for me to involve myself in. I really wish I had gotten into school this semester...sometimes I feel like I don't have enough to do... I really I do its just a matter of me wanting to do it. Well I do..I was taking a vacation really...kinda...sorta...GOOD BYE
He is a CANCER!!!
He told me he saw me walk into the store from the parking lot:);):}
So he came in just to talked to me...well thats what he said later on the phone when I called him back after he called me because I was busy at a friends house talking and so he noticed me from a distance and I think thats sexy!!!
He played it really cool too...taking his time getting everything he wanted and shooting the shit with Chris, the owner.
I think I knew he was going to talk to me...I observed it in his body language. He was nervous but casual. It was actually kinda of cute and sweet. Hey ,he actually called me...now that never happens. He just told me that he didn't want me to forget him (He has a broken car...so no transportation.)Which is cool since he is trying to take me out instead of trying to get me to come over.
Still...I 'm leaving in ah 5mos. tops... I gotta go... SO I could do a lot of things. I could add him to the dating list and date more people. I could break it down for him and really just not bother...which would suck because I still have attention needs...which haven't been met at all because I'm werido jerko about the opposite sex right now. I could tell him what I really am...an all or nothing soulful chica who likes to act like I have the real thing so long as its here with the knowledge that I'm I'm still leaving.
I can easily put someone under a spell which is not very nice of me to do. Its not voodoo... its just a look I have...but I no longer after a sting of bad bad relationships ...Put "VODOO" on the wrong persons...It is dangerous idea. Its only so they fall for me quicker..here by making the connection faster..therfore maketh-ing my last months here more enjoyable...ye lest understandeth why I'm trippin about the!
REally though...it runs a serious risk of me coming off strangely alluring and suspicious I would think. I might end up just being a piece of ass also, which I use to be alright with...but now:( I can't even makeout with someone if there is no connection...and being someones ass still doesn't satisfy the emotional needs of this fair lady. So ...answering my own question and venting the crazy thoughts I had in the meantime...If its not there ...its not there and there is nothing I can do about it. Maybe this will start a RING of dates and activities for me to involve myself in. I really wish I had gotten into school this semester...sometimes I feel like I don't have enough to do... I really I do its just a matter of me wanting to do it. Well I do..I was taking a vacation really...kinda...sorta...GOOD BYE