MOVING
I'm moving ...first home and then away from this awful town full of bullshit, haters and addictions (not of the good kind). As each day goes by my patience diminishes a bit more each sunset. It always seems a bit more lonely at night than in the daytime. I miss Arizona, I miss my brother and his dog. There was a sense of family which I no longer have here in Michigan or in my friends for that matter. My mother is awesome though...she is falling in love which makes it easier to get along. It so wonderful that even at 60yo real love can still find you. I'm so happy for her! Is it strange to want to completely want to go away where no one that knows you can find you. At the same time it sucks its a blessing. Everyone around me is disappointing me. It irritates me more to be around them then to just completely keep myself in my hole. Only a couple more months until I can completely start over. If I can I'll be leaving by X-mas and oh what a gift that will be!