should i be worried
so im beginning to accept muh new life. its seriously exciting. never boring never dull...maybe its cuz im not within anyones drama..i have no worries sept muh own little fuck mez....im not workin but i dont have to at the moment!woopwoop~ ill get a job when i get back from detroit. ive had some offers but i dont feel like it! i wanna go sunbathing tommorrow with a six pack and paint the sunset. beautiful. i admit ive been weird latly but how could i not be with two crazy fuckin boys takin up muh space. no one wants to hang out here sept for thier frineds and im NEVER alone. i need some time...time? like when i jump back in muh truck and drive to detroit....with donnie? this guys cool...you guysll like him..im so gonna tear it up when i get back. ill only be there for a couple days..ill be there the 16th...and im leavin the 20th. itll be weird...really weird. ive made muh home here. its always perfect weather and im never without a reason for life. reminders everywhere of the beauty of things instead of bad ppl or memories. the best thing i couldve ever done is ...well....change muh atmosphere.. ugh..even though muh roomates drank all muh beer and i almost got peed on last night and i FUCKED UP muh arm in the mosh pit two days ago and everyday everydayeverydayeverday is something new some new fuckin reason to blow muh fuckin brains out.....i walk outside and look around or i go for a drive and go over the bridges or down the beach or just ...anywhere...and its all good. i love it here. i feel like somethings gonna happen or maybe it should be..but it just wont..so much has happened in such a short time that i dont know what to think now. . i have a whole new group of friends and new digs and new fuckin bells on muh shoes....wait..naw im just drunk..ill post more on the point later.