[Update] Quick quick
Before I'm late leaving for work:
1) Mom finally had a CT scan after the step-dad pushed the doctor around, which showed pneumonia in her left lung and a KIDNEY INFECTION in her right kidney, due to some stones rattling around in there. Which is, you know, probably the source of the fever. Not that that could possibly be important. =.= But she's home and still coughing but she hasn't had the chills lately, so the antibiotics they gave her in the hospital must've done some good.
2) I am theoretically writing for hp_darkfest, but I think writing "These Walls Stand Silent" broke me. :( I just have no motivation for anything. How the hell am I ever supposed to become a professional novelist if writing 21,000 words for a deadline breaks all my creativity and motivation to write?
3) Part of that might be a general sense of blah, though. I feel... I don't know. Tired. Lethargic. Pain-y. Am I depressed? I've been thinking I might need to stop sitting on my ass all evening and all day on the weekends and exercise, do some walking. Get some endorphins going. But then I think about how hot it is outside and how much better it is to watch Charmed on WE.
4) Work is stupid.
1) Mom finally had a CT scan after the step-dad pushed the doctor around, which showed pneumonia in her left lung and a KIDNEY INFECTION in her right kidney, due to some stones rattling around in there. Which is, you know, probably the source of the fever. Not that that could possibly be important. =.= But she's home and still coughing but she hasn't had the chills lately, so the antibiotics they gave her in the hospital must've done some good.
2) I am theoretically writing for hp_darkfest, but I think writing "These Walls Stand Silent" broke me. :( I just have no motivation for anything. How the hell am I ever supposed to become a professional novelist if writing 21,000 words for a deadline breaks all my creativity and motivation to write?
3) Part of that might be a general sense of blah, though. I feel... I don't know. Tired. Lethargic. Pain-y. Am I depressed? I've been thinking I might need to stop sitting on my ass all evening and all day on the weekends and exercise, do some walking. Get some endorphins going. But then I think about how hot it is outside and how much better it is to watch Charmed on WE.
4) Work is stupid.